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it's that time again
Apr. 15th, 2010 01:52 amhey guys guys I'm nineteen today! gosh! I'm still as useless as I was last year. I don't want to think about it.
I was going to do a sort of retrospective of my first year as a legal adult but then I realised that it kind of, um, sucked. sickness, depression, leaving school, harmful bad habits, PTSD, moving away, friends dying, insanity. again: I don't want to think about it. :Db
on the upside I have discovered what I want to do with my life:
I want to be a mysterious capitalist.
without the gas mask though because, dude.
anyway I guess I should be drinking like people (in Ontario) tend to do on their nineteenth birthdays, but I do not want actually to be vomiting tonight.
EDIT: man did you know I've had this journal for over six years?? six years! do you know what else has managed to hold my attention for that long? NOTHING, that's what. strange.
I was going to do a sort of retrospective of my first year as a legal adult but then I realised that it kind of, um, sucked. sickness, depression, leaving school, harmful bad habits, PTSD, moving away, friends dying, insanity. again: I don't want to think about it. :Db
on the upside I have discovered what I want to do with my life:
I want to be a mysterious capitalist.
without the gas mask though because, dude.
anyway I guess I should be drinking like people (in Ontario) tend to do on their nineteenth birthdays, but I do not want actually to be vomiting tonight.
EDIT: man did you know I've had this journal for over six years?? six years! do you know what else has managed to hold my attention for that long? NOTHING, that's what. strange.
