for where we are is hell

twitter has been causing a lot of stress to my crazy crazy brain lately so I'm backing off and just going to use it to stalk blogs. I've just been going through cycles of getting really angry and losing control and deleting a couple hundred of my posts before I wear out again, so there's really no point.

aaand I ordered my iPhone a few days ago, pretty much least pleasant buying experience ever. after the first ten minutes of filling out information I would not have been surprised at all if they'd asked me to send in a form signed in my own blood. made the mistake of actually reading through Telus's terms & conditions; felt that by clicking "I agree" I officially exchanged freedom for safety. welcome to the real world I guess.